Wednesday, November 17, 2010 I really feel like dying....

i can see that you really hate me... when i try to hold ur hand, you push me away... when i talk to you nicely, you gave me attitude... Do you know how i feel...? im hurt... i feel like there is a knife piercing through my heart... i really dun feel like staying in this world anymore.. just feel like dying.... But i just cant do it because i still wanna see you...But if one day i really cant take it than i will just have to do it... i have done once, i dun mind doing it twice....
warm blood trickling down.
11:13 AM