deadkidd0
27111992
Sunday, November 21, 2010 Baobeii this is for you.....
Haix.... i really dun know should i at least msg you anot... do you still remember that in few more hours i will be going off liaox mahx...? i have been waiting for ur msg... should i msg you..? to tell you im going off already... but that time you told me not to contact you anymore.... maybe i should just keep it this way bahx... than you wont think bout anything... just wanna say that im sorry for everything, i have been making you worried bout me even when you are stress.. keep pressuring you all that.. just wanna say sorry bout it... i thought that i could mit you for the last time but nvm.. haix.. i didnt msg you because i dun care or forget bout you, is just that im to afraid to do it... i dun know y also... maybe cause i noe wat you will reply me bahx... you will ask me becareful,spend money properly, drink alot water.. and the last thing you will say is dun worry bout you, you know how to take care of urself.... and the thing is i will worry bout you derx.. haix.... i just dunno bahx... all this while we thought that we use to it lerx being together.. but when i start to go to thai i know that im not use to it, is i really love you derx.. is just that i nvr tell bahx.... but now when you leave me, i really know that my love for you is totally real.. but i think to late lerx bahx.. to realised all this.. i should have treated you btr last time... now even if i show how much i love you there is no point anymore you just wont notice it bahx... even if you notice it, it wont change anything.. baobeii... remember to take care of urself kkx... hope that these few days you are feeling btr,i nvr even disturb you anymore...as long as im still breathing i will wait for you derx... i will wait till you open up ur heart again... baobeii... i will miss you alot derx.. and the most important thing is that i will still love you no matter wat happen...i will/have never ever hate you or feel regret being with you... thank you for everything baobeii laopo... you are part of my life,i will never ever forget you derx, you will always be my 1 and only 1, love you lots... MUACKX................. :'( SORRY!!!!!!!!!!
Haix.... i really dun know should i at least msg you anot... do you still remember that in few more hours i will be going off liaox mahx...? i have been waiting for ur msg... should i msg you..? to tell you im going off already... but that time you told me not to contact you anymore.... maybe i should just keep it this way bahx... than you wont think bout anything... just wanna say that im sorry for everything, i have been making you worried bout me even when you are stress.. keep pressuring you all that.. just wanna say sorry bout it... i thought that i could mit you for the last time but nvm.. haix.. i didnt msg you because i dun care or forget bout you, is just that im to afraid to do it... i dun know y also... maybe cause i noe wat you will reply me bahx... you will ask me becareful,spend money properly, drink alot water.. and the last thing you will say is dun worry bout you, you know how to take care of urself.... and the thing is i will worry bout you derx.. haix.... i just dunno bahx... all this while we thought that we use to it lerx being together.. but when i start to go to thai i know that im not use to it, is i really love you derx.. is just that i nvr tell bahx.... but now when you leave me, i really know that my love for you is totally real.. but i think to late lerx bahx.. to realised all this.. i should have treated you btr last time... now even if i show how much i love you there is no point anymore you just wont notice it bahx... even if you notice it, it wont change anything.. baobeii... remember to take care of urself kkx... hope that these few days you are feeling btr,i nvr even disturb you anymore...as long as im still breathing i will wait for you derx... i will wait till you open up ur heart again... baobeii... i will miss you alot derx.. and the most important thing is that i will still love you no matter wat happen...i will/have never ever hate you or feel regret being with you... thank you for everything baobeii laopo... you are part of my life,i will never ever forget you derx, you will always be my 1 and only 1, love you lots... MUACKX................. :'( SORRY!!!!!!!!!!
warm blood trickling down.
6:03 AM
